Day 14 – Madagascar Essence

Awww the final day of Madagascar – I feel very nostalgic because I have enjoyed this essence. I feel very blessed and very much in the flow of the universe. I have developed a bit of a chest cold but I almost feel like it is my heart chakra  clearing itself.

Friday night at around 9pm I started feeling this heavy feeling like I was mourning and even got heart burn/indigestion. Saturday was simliar with saddness in morning then had a lovely day with friends that easied it. I still have some tightness even now and a bit of a weezy chest.

All in all a relaxing day.

I am going to go find out what Mt Pinatubo Essence does so that I know what I have to look forward to 🙂 I find it funny that I will finish it the day I go to Singapore – how is that for perfect timing.

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Day 12 – Madagascar Essence

I am finally getting tired, I have had a really strange day energetically. I woke up very very early and just laid in a semi awakened state and left my mind drift off onto other topics. I thought it was only 10 mins or so before my alarm was due to go off, instead it was about 2 hrs before.

In total I only had about 4ish hours sleep, very disrupted and weird. However when I got up I was fine and in fact I have felt fully energised all day. When I got home I felt my hands throb like it happened a few weeks ago before the electrical storm, I felt something but I am not sure and I dont think its going to storm tonight…so I dont know why the hands felt funny?? who knows.

I have also had digestive problems, I ate then got heartburn and now I am starting again only 4 hours after eating a big meal. Its all very strange but funny.

I received some interesting info and messages from a tarot reading. Its basically confirmed that I need to keep researching and learning about Isis. Its very important for me I think. I got home and checked my email and received alot of Hathor info which I might post some of tomorrow on this blog 🙂

I am nearing the end of Madagascar Essence and I feel like I am ready to move onto the last one. I am very excited but also sad in some ways to finish my 14 week journey 🙂

 

Day 9 – 11 – Madagascar Essence

Tuesday –

Very calm and blissful, did gentle things and read Anna, Grandmother of Jesus till a sad part and I cried – so I needed a break.

Wednesday –

I had a lovely morning with coffee at 11.11 and a lovely little get together. I had a bit of a miserable night though, I felt very disturbed and I was told some things by a psychic that I didnt agree with. I will be blunt enough to say I thought they were very generic comments and didnt seem right. I got really upset and even teary because I was just overwhelmed at the thought that the universe wanted more from me when I didnt know how to give more.

Two very interesting things happened while I was getting upset. Firstly I was bombarded with memories of things that I had done, all the positive things, I really needed to experience it to make me realise how far I have come. Secondly I stood up to wash my face and a voice said “Trust yourself”…I dont know if this was one of my guides or my higherself. I felt very calm but still shook up. I have had nothing but positive experiences with people that facilitate the different meditations. This was my first experience that didnt resonate and I in fact by the end of the night I didnt trust the woman at all.

I saw the whole episode as a test. A test to believe in myself and trust in my own truths. I agonised over it for a while because I wanted to make sure it was 100% non-ego. I didn’t want to resist the situation if she was legit and my brain see-sawed between two emotions…Trust myself or Trust this womans message. I chose Me and I felt gradually better but went to bed still slightly unsettled and ruffled.

Thursday –

Today I woke up still feeling slightly off kilter from last nights experience. I still stood by my decision that I did the right thing by trusting myself but I think whenever you get tested by the universe you build up dross. I felt like my energies were bogged down by left over negativity from the night before. I was going to a friends house to help them with some elderly people they had visiting from the local retirement village. I was really worried about bringing my lower energy to the house but as I was walking up my friends driveway I had at least 15 probably more tiny lizards (common garden ones) they scurried beside me. I was instantly lifted and I smiled then laughed because I only have to trust in Mother Earth to make me feel better.

I adored my time with the oldies as we called the elderly visitors. I also felt completely refreshed by talking with my friends about spiritual things and I even confided about my troubles from the night before. Two things came of my talks. One I felt better, actually I felt cleansed by talking it over with friends that I trusted and respected. However I also felt I shouldnt judge this woman and I even drew the cards saying the same thing. I dont think she acted maliciously or that she is unethical, if anything I think I manifested her so that I learn the hard lesson of trusting myself.

Tonight I went and did a dolphin workshop and I feel like that will lead me somewhere or somehow to something I need to do. I am thinking dolphins might play a part in my future 🙂

Day 8 – Madagascar Essence

I am still feeling a sense of separateness, I have talked about feeling out of time. I am still feeling this way and I decided I needed to re-look at the Madagascar Essence. I have been blaming this feeling on the X class solar flare, I knew that there was also C and M class flares that followed in the days afterwards. So even though its been nearly a week that is why I attributed those side effects to the Flares.

However I have now been feeling this real sense of calm, peaceful detachment since Friday. I think it is the essences working and my own journey to understanding me own divinity or Christ consciousness. The Madagascar Essence says

  • Allows you to detach from mass consciousness and its predilections for disease.
  • Helps you find the freedom to choose whatever you want to without conditioning.

I think this is why I am feeling separate and different from not just others but time it self. If I am detaching from mass consciousness then I believe this is why I feel so peaceful, if I had a choice I would throw away all clocks because I dont think we are measuring time in a accurate way and that is what causes so much disharmony.

I have also felt more freedom to choose what I want without conditioning. My experience with not deciding to get into an ego argument with my sister last night was very very easy.

I am loving this essence, its sublime 🙂

Day 7 – Madagascar Essence

I feel completely out side of time…I keep thinking its Monday, someone just asked me what I did this weekend and I felt like I had done a million things (I have done alot) but I had trouble remember what I had done. I dont think reading Anna, Grandmother of Jesus is helping. This book is amazing and I think life changing for me, I am only a quarter of the way through it but I am finding it profound.

If I be completely truthful I feel like I remember parts of the book, or that reading her words tickles a part of my brain that wants to remember something important. I think because I get sucked into the book and then sucked into over 2000 years ago – I guess its a bit of a struggle to remember its 2012.

I want to do nothing but read the book – but alas I have work experience tomorrow as one of my final subjects at Uni. Most exciting of all is that mother earth and father sky blessed us with some rain tonight. It is coming in stages, 3 mins of hard rain then nothing…then 5 mins of light rain. At this very second its a soaking rain and I hope it stays like this for hours. We desperately need it.

On a final note I kind of passed a test. I got irritated with a family member because they were arguing about something I knew the answer to and was fairly certain that I was right. Once I repeated myself a second time and she still argued I realised that I wasnt going to win the argument and that I felt no real need to be proven correct. If anything I was a bit abrupt in changing the subject and I would have done it differently in hindsight. While leaving the house and driving home I did have moments of irritation but it was something really easy to shift out of.

Day 6 – Madagascar Essence

There was a few things that were interesting today.

* I talked with a friend who has been almost depressed with this latest X class solar flare, I have heard some fascinating symptoms that people are having. I personally have had loss of appetite, energised, exhausted, poor sleep, feeling of limbo, contentment, weird dreams and restlessness. I am not sad or worried if anything I feel curious and enlightened 🙂 I had to have a nanny nap today – I dont know if this was solar flare or cause I had to do a lot of driving.

* I started reading Anna, Grandmother of Jesus. I am only on the third chapter and I already feel like this book is going to be profound. The parts about Egypt completely fascinate me and confirm that I want/need to visit there in the next 1-2 years. I dont feel its urgency yet but I do think I will go to see the temples one day.

* Technology is hurting me again, this laptop is so uncomfortable to use that its a chore to type this message. I have this feeling in the past but to varying degrees of discomfort. Today its awful.

* I am home now after house sitting for a month, I love the feeling of getting home 🙂

Day 5 – Madagascar Essence

Time seems to be playing some very strange games with me. I do not know if this is because of the essence, because of the solar flare or because I am moving along my spiritual path…maybe all three.

I totally enjoyed myself today I just felt like I was in Limbo, hours would pass and it didnt seem that long. Then all of a sudden I had to rush around like a fool to get things done. I have also lost my appetite for some reason and I have to remind myself to eat something. It is very strange when I think about it but I am just accepting it, I actually think it might be connected to the solar flare as I have had a few people tell me about their digestion problems or same as me (loss of appetite).

Tonight I went to sacred dancing at the local goddess group. It was so lovely to connect with the ladies again and to just be in that divine head space. I really loved and enjoyed every second of it. I feel that every woman should have something like this in their lives as it makes life more real…less drama, less social programming, less negativity. Once again I have really felt connected to mother earth and the divine feminine…tonight was just really blissful.

xoxox

Day 1 – 4 -Madagascar Essence

Monday:

Deep contentment and still enjoyment – I feel like this one is going to be as awesome as Lake Baikal. I did a bit of cleaning and didnt seem to have any internal monologue. I would normally say to myself, how do you let it get this bad? or You should have done this months ago and I would usually start intellectualising and trying to discover why it is I put the cleaning off. So it was nice, I kind of felt really in the Now.

Tuesday:

Still relaxing, just pottered around and let myself enjoy the day. I heard this crow calling and I felt compelled to get up and go find it outside. When I got there I thought what are you trying to tell me and the thought pops in my head…go for a walk. I thought sure why not and didnt over think things I just went with the flow. I really enjoyed myself and I found this lovely rock the exact shape of Mt Warning (i find them all the time). I also just felt joy and gratitude in the little things.

Wednesday:

Today I think I discovered more of what this essence is going to help with. It seems to be helping me stop trying to think and just trusting the heart. This is something that I have been trying to do for months but it just seems effortless. My day started nicely and in the way into town I saw all these eagles and hawks. I stopped and filmed them but they turned out mircoscopic – I knew they meant something… I am not sure what and I dont care that I dont know LOL I just took note, enjoyed the situation and felt gratitude. I then had coffee at 11.11am (I think I was a few mins late haha) and I had some truly amazing chats and some of the were pure synchronicity. Alot happened this day and it would turn into an epic post, so I will just sum it up by saying that I felt very blessed and I am just trusting my intuition – I have been doing this more and more but as I said this is just effortless.

Thursday:

Today I had weird dreams. I dont think they are to do with the essence (they could be) but I think they are because of the X class Solar Flares. I have had some wildly fluctuating experiences.  On Tuesday when it hit I had a period of 2-3 hrs of feeling complete lethargy but I quickly processed it. By the Wednesday I was completely energised and I ran into about 6 people who felt like shit and once I explained about the flare they decided to stop feeling confused and be gentle with themselves. Today I have felt very restless but still energised. I have been very sensitive to solar flares in the past so I am very surprised that I am handling this one so well.

I am off to bed, I watched an action movie (fast and furious 5) and I started having violent thoughts afterwards. Not drastic but I was thinking if I was confronted by someone at the airport (like in an article I was reading) I would just deck the guy…My brain went WHOA and I was really shocked because I havent had violent thought in ages. Its interesting how watching something can start to subvert your emotions.

Madagascar Essence

Madagascar Essence

Positive Outcome:

  • Allows you to detach from mass consciousness and its predilections for disease.
  • Helps you find the freedom to choose whatever you want to without conditioning.
  • Creates a sacred inner space of peace, harmony and balance.
  • Clears the lower three chakras enabling an easier transfer of energy to the higher chakras, thereby assisting you to become at one with your divine essence.
  • Enables you to focus on essentials, make sense of your life and thus know exactly what to do.
  • Removes alienation, not only from each other but also from animals and the land, replacing this with a connected gentleness and harmony.
  • Activates the highest possibility of every aspect of you.

The most important healing quality of the Madagascar Essence is its potential for the eradication of disease and the removal of limiting beliefs around our health and wellbeing that we absorb from mass consciousness. Examples of this is the conditioning and belief that as we get older our minds and bodies will deteriorate and that we only have 70 years of life, the three score and ten syndrome. These have become concrete limitations firmly embedded in mass consciousness. Humanity has forgotten, and needs to be reminded, that living 70 years is only half of man’s natural life cycle.

Everyone is influenced by and part of mass consciousness as soon as they incarnate. Disease, whether physical, emotional or mental, occurs as a result of incarnating into the mass consciousness of humanity. Our thoughts, emotional responses and beliefs, all of which can create disease, are primarily coming from and/or greatly influenced by our connection to mass consciousness.

Humanity veered away from the original blueprint of being in balance and harmony with nature, animals and other people, and instead created disease, alienation, mass consciousness and being out-of-balance.

There are many methods of healing specific illnesses, but before any method can be totally successful there has to be the eradication of the predilection for disease. The Madagascar Essence will not cure every disease; it is curing the predilection for disease. You would then use another remedy for whatever the specific energetic situation is that needs rebalancing or realigning.

If a person has removed themselves from the predilection for illness, they can put themselves right back into it if they are involved with an organisation, philosophy or religion which is full of rigid dogma that tells them how to think and behave, and discourages questioning, learning and exploration.

Removing the predilection for disease creates a sacred inner space of peace, harmony and balance, giving you a perfect state of alignment from which all things are possible so you can choose whatever you want to, without conditioning. This removal clears the lower three chakras enabling an easier transfer of energy to the higher chakras. This will assist you to become at one with your divine essence and activate the highest possibility of every aspect of you.