Day 7 – Higher Self Essence

Today I really shifted all my crap and started feeling awesome and fantastic.

I was never really that awful or things to dire but I did know that I was struggling and not happy for the past few days. Then I opened the Course of Miracles to a random page and it was talking about vibrations, then I opened a second book and it was the chapter called The Law of Vibrations….then I pulled a card from my Mayan deck and yep…it was all about vibrations.

Thats when I realise that I would keep having these tests come up because I was not using the right approach. I am always going to be tested by low vibrational situations and people. That is part of our 3D reality. However I CHOOSE if I am going to react in a high vibrational manner or if I am going to react in a low vibrational manner and feel like crap.

I feel fantastic now and I cannot wait to keep going with my new outlook. I shouldnt say new….this are concepts that I have learnt and know. However sometimes the universe likes to pop up and make sure you really have learnt your lesson.

We had a wonderful mediation tonight and the facilitator was awesome. I am pretty sure that I will be learning from her alot.

Day 2 – 5 – Fire Essence

There is so much to say and I dont think I have the energy to write anything up.

Monday and Tuesday was mainly involved in helping my friend out while she gave birth to a most darling new daughter. I had late nights and some stress and just busy busy busy.

Wednesday was more relaxing and then an intensely busy afternoon and then off to Meditation that night. I was soooo happy that I went and we did some Hare Krishna styled rituals and theory based discussion. Afterwards it was lovely to catch up with people but I talked to late again and had a 3rd late night.

Today I woke up and even though I wanted to stay in bed all day I got pushed by my guides to go to Victoria Webby’s mediation in Nerang so it meant travelling an hour but OMG it was worth it. It was funny because I was all set to cancel and go back to bed when I found myself saying to a friend “I will meet you at 10am”. Even after saying it I just kind of shrugged and went along with the urge.

During the channelled messages I got intense fidgety and uncomfortable legs and some strange feelings on skin of my arms and legs. I felt like the entire thing was a deep cellular healing that was pretty amazing. One other lady did another sound healing/channelling and she had us touch our feet up to our head, body part by body part. I regressed to some ancient era by the time I was to the hips.

Its very hard to explain because I felt like a thousands of year old druid and me in the same body touching the same body parts. Almost like I did the exact same things many many moons ago, it was so divine and it made me realise that we dont just appreciate our body for being amazing any more. We dont stop and appreciate ourselves.

I have continued to take the Fire Essence but to tell you the truth I cant really say what is is doing for me. I think it has helped give me the energy to do THREE times the amount of stuff in one week as I normally do. I don’t seem to stop and tomorrow I cant either – I will be gone all day – visit baby, work then Goddess Group.

One final observation – I am extreme sensitive to the Piscean energies that I posted last week. I have thought of why and I am extremely close with both the element of water and the moon. To have 6 planets in the House of Pisces is just amazing and I really wish I could have spent the time just being tranquil. However this just makes me more sure that Fire Essence has helped me stay sane this last week.

I will post more tomorrow night – I am so interested to see what the 10 and 11th will be like when we have SEVEN planets in the House of Pisces…

Day 4 – Earth Essence

I have had another wonderful day.

I don’t know if its the essence, the fact that I have been eating more purely the last 12 days then the past 2 months or the new Divine Feminine energies. Probably all of those things make up a lovely combination that has me feeling great.

I have noticed a few male friend that have not been really happy or their usual selves today. I think they are feeling sensitive to the changing and shifting of the energies. It made me realise that woman have to reconnect with aspects that are already within us – we just have to let them blossom and come forth. However I think the men are going to struggle with connecting with the Divine Feminine because it is something that has been almost bred out of them for thousands of years.

I am being very general – there is of course women who are very masculine and men that are very feminine and then there are those lucky ones that are well balanced. But men have been told for hundreds of years that its not manly to show emotion etc – I think the next few years will be a shock as they start to feel the creative and soft energies of the Divine Feminine anchor in.

The most exciting thing to happen today was my weekly meditation. It was Heidi this week who is the transformational healer I have talked about and she it utterly amazing. During the first meditation I completely lost time and as I was laying down I thought someone was up and walking around. I could feel the floor boards move and then I realised that it was my heart beat. I was so deep in meditation that my heart felt massive – like it was making the floor boards vibrate. It was amazing.

During the second meditation I felt like the Ascended Masters and Angels in the room where touching my hair. I also got cold and I asked for help in keeping warm and then my legs got this sudden glowing warmth and I was no longer freezing. The whole things was sooooo good and I feel fantastic, I am so relaxed.

Its. 12.22 am – I think that is a perfect time for bed lol

blessings xoxox

Lessons of Unconditional Love

My perceptions of Unconditional Love have dramatically changed within the last 24 hrs.

I have had many experiences of being in the heart space and total joy. I always felt tremendous gratitude when I was in these moments. I would feel my heart expand and I couldn’t help but smile and feel amazing.

However in the last month since the 21st of December I have really struggled to have these moments of effortless joy. This does not mean that I don’t believe that a shift has happened. I have far to much proof by watching the people around me and talking to my friends, there is definite changes that are happening.

In the last week I have been tested by a situation. Someone has been acting unreasonably towards me and causing me much confusion, anger, hurt, distress, and basically wondering how other humans can be so hurtful or have such a lack of compassion. I have gone through every not so nice emotion there is.

I would tell myself…stop feeding this situation negative thoughts, don’t dwell on it because I am feeding the situation negative energy. I tried sending her love, I tried detaching from the situation. However my ego would not allow me to leave the situation because there was still a lesson to be learned.

Yesterday I went to my local crystal shop and the owner knew that something was wrong just by looking at me. I realised that I had really let this woman effect me energetically and I was feeling very heavy and suppressed. Once I knew things were so wrong I switched my thinking to ‘what is the lesson in this’ and I even said that to the owner of the shop.

I told the shop owner that there had to be some lesson because the situation was not going away and sending her love was not helping. The amazingly gifted crystal owner said to me “well you are open the the answer, I am sure you will soon be shown the lesson in this”. I felt immediately lighter and I bought a hexagonal shaped Pyrite Crystal and left.

The answer to my lesson came far sooner then I ever thought. Only hours later I went to my meditation night at The Castle on the Hill and after the meditation was over one of the other ladies told us of a heartbreaking situation she is in. I wont go into details because it is her personal business but my advice was her. “Don’t let this situation effect you, all you can do is pray and send this woman love. But as hard as it is to think of now but you cannot change that situation, all you can change is you. I even went on to say – I think the lesson might be to not let this woman/situation bring you down and effect your energy.

It should have been obvious that the universe had sent this woman to us tonight (she doesnt attend often) but she is going through an identical situation energetically. I can’t believe I didn’t see her as a mirror for my situation. I drove home and my mind was racing with more negative thoughts and dwelling on my problems. I tried toning and singing while driving just to distract myself but my mind and ego would creep back in and still think about it.

I got home and found yet another email that made the situation I was experiencing even more confusing. I had moments of anger and confusion but then I felt more certain, I knew that the situation had reach a new level of silliness and I vowed to no longer put my energies into this one-on-one interaction. Not long after I drew a card from my new Liquid Crystal Oracle deck and it was Rose Quartz.

Rose Quartz ask for forgiveness………….forgiveness for myself and for all others. Forgiveness of the situation and just to return to a place of love. OMG it went *POW* I realised that the lady at the castle was my sign and the answer to the lesson was my advice that I had given her….I cannot control the situation or the other person. But I CAN control how I react and how I feel.

This is when my perception of Unconditional Love changed.

In the past I associated unconditional love as a gift to OTHERS. I thought that by being in the heart space and sending out love I was helping the planet and those around me. But not once did I acknowledge the fact that unconditional love is a gift to ME.

If I am in unconditional love nothing and no one can effect me. If I am having trouble sending the other person love then I don’t concentrate on that. Instead I concentrate on ME on surrendering myself to my heart and letting myself FEEL love for myself. It make the situation insignificant and I know that the situation will unravel how its suppose to, but I will no longer invest my emotions into such a negative way.

I am now going to practice love, joy, laughter and bliss because its for me. Its the ultimate gift to myself and when I am in this space I then help others and the planet…

Love and Blessings to you all xoxox


12.12.12 Activation Skype Class

I have met both Ahana and Amrita – I can say that they are both genuine and profound souls. Ahana’s wisdom comes from the heart and Amritas songs come from the stars.

A SKYPE class by Ahana La-Ra and Amrita Aahnza (Celine Liew)

There are many versions about the shift of the 21st December, 2012 as well as several movements and events to mark this momentous alignment of our Earth to the central Sun. It is indeed a time for celebration for the collective on Earth as we tilt towards a more positive experience for all and a higher state of consciousness.

However, before we can harness the opportunities and energies of the shift, we have to understand and embody the power of neutrality that the 12-12-12 brings for us. Source is neutral and the universe is always in balance. It is important to understand that creation rising from balance, instead of flux, endures and is supported by the light forces.

As we shift into the new gear, our perceptions will manifest into our experiences very quickly as we move into a high creative mode. To create the right experiences for us, we need to utilize the secrets and the power of neutrality to direct our lives towards our desired experiences.In this trigger session, we will explore the following:

■The forces that we will experience as a result of this shift
■What is neutrality and why is it a true power in this shift
■How do our decisions impact our lives in the new paradigm
■How do we create or co-create in the new paradigm
■Tools and techniques to stay centered and stay at the root of our power
■The universal truths behind unity consciousness and how does it affect our individual livesWe will be conducting this SKYPE class through small groups (3-5 participants). The session will last 60-90 minutes. At the end of the session, 10 minutes will be allocated for personal questions and channeled answers by Ahana and Amrita.

Amrita will also perform a soul song for each participant to help merge or embody the higher aspects of their soul. This can be done at the session or can be arranged separately, as guided.

Registration: Please write to and pay via the PayPal by clicking on this link –

We will send you a few time slots, depending on where you are located worldwide for you to choose and confirm.

Abundance Exchange: Minimum USD$15 donation or more

Please Email  if you have any questions

The Light is Within You Workshop

What a wonderful workshop this was to attend, I learnt alot and met some awesome people.

Sandra Tonkinson introduced me to Jin Shin Jyutsu. A healing art that I had never heard of before. It very interesting and very relaxing, so relaxing at one point I stuffed up my hand positions and poor Sandra had to correct them. One tip I will share is holding your finger while on an aeroplane. She told me that its such a simple thing that most people are dismissive, I tried it on the trip home and really liked the effects. I tried holding my right forefinger and then right middle finger. Both had a calming effect and I kind of forgot that I was surrounded by hundreds of other people, another strange effect was that I became very aware of the air outside of the plane (it got louder, I imagined its flow and speed) it was wonderfully distracting and I amused myself for ages with it. I can well recommend trying it. Just close your eyes and hold a finger…soooo simple 🙂

Justin Andries talked about elementals and then did an elemental meditation. I knew alot of what he was talking about in regards to the elementals but I still learnt interesting and fascinating things. The meditation was the most interesting for me. When we got to the middle of the meditation Justin said that we could tell an Elf Lord who was there to help us our problems. My thoughts were GREAT I have alot to say haha but the next few minutes are completely blank. I have no idea what I said or if I talked to anyone or thought of anything. I hope to redo this meditation a few times to help connect with the Elf Lords and Elementals in general.

Ahana LaRa was her normal awesome self. Alot of what she talked about I had already heard from my skype sessions with her or my own personal conversations over the last few months. What I enjoyed the most was the passion in her voice and the enjoyment of other people in the room. I felt that there was a few people she didnt know that were touched by her words, and of course comfort for those she knew like me.

Celine Aahnza Liew was amazing as usual. I had got to spend some time with her as she was my room mate. She spoke light language or star speak (I have heard both terms). It was extremely powerful and she even channelled dolphins at one part, it was a lovely mixture of singing and speaking. Very powerful.

There was a camera there that was taking footage and I am going to help edit the film so I hope to have a link to some Youtube footage very soon.

Day 10 – Mt Pinatubo

Today was surprisingly delightful. I have to admit that I was expecting to have alot of energetic interference, I was expecting to have moments of tiredness or maybe light headedness. Instead I felt almost serene most of the day and a buzz of energy at other times. I got an assignment finished and also did a few other things on the computer that needed doing.

Actually looking back I did go to sleep.

It took me forever to get to sleep last night it would have been a bit after 2am. So I set my alarm for 7.28am so I could get up and meditate for the Eclipse. (My previous blog post talks about that Meditation) after my meditation I went back to bed and I slept for ages, I don’t think I got up till 10.30 ish. This is unusual for me so I guess I did get sleepy from the energy

Something I have been thinking about is what my dear friend said:

She told me not to forget the Moon. It is the Moon and the Feminine energy that is putting itself in front of the Sun which is Masculine energy. I think this is why I had such a beautiful day. As I said I was prepared for light headedness and tiredness but instead I felt serene for most of the day and as soon as I read her words I really felt that Today was all about the Divine Feminine.
I actually believe today was a pivotal astrological and cosmic marker for the Divine Feminine. I think that the Spring Equinox was the first, this eclipse is the second and there will be more. The Divine Feminine is shifting in stages, not one big shift at the end of the year.
Do you know what – Last night I asked for Guidance from my fave Tarot deck. I usually pull out 3 cards but this time I just felt like having 1 – I said “please guide me to the card I need the most tonight” – it just so happened to be The Divine Feminine card lol

Solar Eclipse Message

Remembering who you are is the single most important thing in life,
It is the reason we are reborn over and over again.
Its the final lesson.
Know who you are,
Feel it in your core being and feel yourself embrace your true destiny.

I received these words while meditating during the total solar eclipse and felt I should share.
Something else I want to share is something a wise woman just told me.Remember the Moon today.

I have been so focused on the energies of the Sun during the solar eclipse that I forgot the energies of the Moon. It is the moon that is passing in front of the sun and baring the brunt of the Suns energies and that is why I want to acknowledge both the Sun and the Moon today.
The Moon represents the Feminine and the Sun represent the Masculine.
Now more then ever it is important to acknowledge the Divine Feminine in all things.
Life is Amazing

I m going to this workshop in Singapore

I think it will be very powerful on 22/11 – its a very strong numerological date with 22 being 2 x 11.  I am super excited to be involved.

The Light is With-In You

A Powerful Evening of Activation and Meditation Session at Sanctum, Singapore

This is a powerful time for both our individual and collective shift in consciousness. Through this time, when we are bombarded with cosmic energies, stimulated to shift into a higher gear, and given opportunities to move from our old patterns to a new way of living in peace, love and happiness, we have to release our blocks to make space for the new codes of light.

The Light is With-In You is a powerful evening of activation and meditation. The evening is facilitated by a group of traveling lightworkers, who have gathered in Singapore to bring their energies and work together to do portal work and activations.

The evening is structured for a 4-part meditation and activation series, conducted by four members of our group.

Preparing the Body for Release– Using Jin Shin Jyutsu, Sandra will guide the group to put their bodies in relaxation, open up their energy points, access and open up their energy blocks in preparation for the release. Jin Shin Jyutsu physio-philosophy is a powerful yet gentle healing art that harmonizes body, mind, and spirit.

Releasing Blocks by Moving Deeper within Ourselves – Justin will lead the group to go even deeper into their hologram, connect us to the elemental kingdom and guide us to bring them into our lives. He will then take us back into Gaia and release the karmic wounds of many lifetimes to help with our ascension and that of the planet.

Preparing the Body Vibrationally for Ingraining of Light – Ahana will guide the group to create an alignment to Source light and prepare the mind/body/spirit complex to expand from our sacred heart space and reach a higher vibration within ourselves. This will allow us to open our portal of light and allow the light codes to descend for us to process and ingrain within ourselves.

Bringing Balance of Masculine/Feminine/Child through Toning in Light Language– Celine will conclude the session by toning and using light language to bring in the light codes to balance the masculine/feminine/child energies within our bodies, which is needed at this time. She will also aid in reactivation, rememberence and restrengthening our knowingness of our divinity within. and oneness with all

The entire session will be done in 3- 3.5 hours, with a short break in-between. This is a powerful activation session – please wear comfortable clothing and bring your own mat or cushion if you should choose to do so.

Venue: Sanctum, 34 Arab Street #03-01 Singapore 133799

Date and Time: Thursday, 22 November, 2012, 7 – 10 PM

Abundance Exchange: $133 SGD


Sandra Tonkinson offers a variety of healing services including Jin Shin Jyutsu, Nutripuncture and Access Bars. Her services can be found on her website

Justin Andries is a personal life coach, spiritual teacher and healer. He brings his connection with Gaia and the elementals and his ability to work at the holographic level of individuals to clear deep issues and challenges from this or past lives. Contact Justin at

Ahana LaRa is a spiritual coach and an author. She offers spiritual counseling, soul/Akashic reading,  and meditation sessions called ‘Journey to Spirit’. To connect with her, email or visit

Celine Aahnza Liew offers transformational healing through a combination of energy work, frequency healing and light language. she also offers personal/spritual coaching, meditation classes and other spiritual workshops. To contact Celine, email

World Meditation Times

I just though I would post highlight the times for the mediation, Tom wrote:

As the Hathors mentioned, the energetic of the Aethos will be extended to all those participating in the World Meditation for a period of twenty-five hours, beginning at 3:00 PM PST (Pacific Standard Time) on November 4th and ending at 4:00 PM PST on November 5th. This means you can enter into the meditation and join with the world sangha (community) anytime during that twenty-five hour period. For the precise time of the Meditation in Seattle for your time zone, you can consult various world time sites, including

So for those living in NSW Australia the time would be  between 10am Monday – 11am Tuesday 🙂

Los Angeles (U.S.A. – California) Sunday, 4 November 2012 at 3:00:00 PM PST UTC-8 hours
Sydney (Australia – New South Wales) Monday, 5 November 2012 at 10:00:00 AM EDT UTC+11 hours

Los Angeles (U.S.A. – California) Monday, 5 November 2012 at 4:00:00 PM PST UTC-8 hours
Sydney (Australia – New South Wales) Tuesday, 6 November 2012 at 11:00:00 AM EDT UTC+11 hours