Yesterday I took along my essences, my face creams, natural beauty products and herbal teas to the market and set up a stall. I was nervous because this is something I really want to do. I want to be of service and I keep getting pushed to change my life to fit with my beliefs. I have used the Australian Bush Flower Essences since I was 16 and I have really used them a lot in the last 12 months.
I completely believe we need this vibrational help to help support us emotionally, I think people pick up on my sincerity and they respond because my essences sold well. The market was really slow because we were competing with a music festival and I didn’t know that – however it wasn’t really about the money the day was really about me taking that FIRST step.
I made enough to cover my costs and a tiny profit – but more then that it was a boost to my confidence because I really connected with some lovely people who bought my products. I felt amazing because I was helping people.
I am in the process of updating this website so it showcases my products but I also need to do a Boab Update because some of us have been taking it for 3 weeks now and there has been some amazing growth for some people.
And the push is at times confronting and at other times exciting.
I am taking the Boab Essence as part of a group healing with around 30 other people. It is definitely pushing me to look honestly at my family patterns, my own patterns and even social patterns. While I sometimes feel the urge to run and hide I am also very supported by Boab to stay strong. If I am being totally honest I don’t know if I would confront my fears/patterns like this without Boab, its very humbling to realise that some patterns I had thought I had faced are still there.
The biggest is my fear based around my abundance. I am getting clear guidance to move beyond my current job and do something that makes me happier – I am getting REALLY pushed to start healing with herbs and flower essences. I make medicinal face creams and I am in the process of learning face scrubs, body oils, ointments, infused oils and many many more. So my head feels like its going to explode at times.
I have so much going on that I am finding it really hard to stay centred, I have moments of bliss and then moments of chaos internally. I have just emailed my favourite healer Heidi Bartz….she works on me energetically and cleanses my lightbody. I know I can cleanse myself but it would take weeks when Heidi can do it in 2 hrs and I feel so fantastic, light and free afterwards.
My first boab essences were delivered today and the majority of people will be starting them tomorrow morning. I am so excited to be taking theses essences as a group and everything is being Divinely Guided. I mean everything!
There is about 25 people participating so far in this group healing journey. I am getting the push to move more into my healing creams, oils and essences and I will be doing my first markets this month at Tyalgum and hopefully Uki.
I spent over 3 hours today making the Boab essences as well as two lots of face creams and four parcels that needed to be sent overseas. Life is pretty amazing at the moment when I let myself stop and be still.
My friend told me about a 14 day affirmation plan which I used successfully to manifest a trip to Mexico.
Firstly you need to create an affirmation that clearly states what you want:
I created this:
I (add full name) will have $4500 by May 30th as I am going to Mexico on May 18th for Fire Priestess training.
See how I clearly stated my name, how much I need, when I needed it and why I needed it.
I was told by my friend to sit down in front of a candle every night for 14 nights in a row (or until you manifest what you want) and you cannot miss a night, if you did you have to start all over again.)
So I got seated comfortably in front of a candle (the same candle I relit each time) and I would quieten my mind and do a brief mediation to just sit in silence. After a few mins or when I felt ready – I opened my eyes and stared at the flame – I would then say my affirmation about 5-10 times.
The key is to trust your intuition on when to stop, I usually found that I grew more confident and certain each time I repeated the affirmation and it was around the 5th time my voice would grow more stronger and sure.
I always ended the affirmations with staring at the flame for a few moments/minutes to stay centred and bask in the feeling that it is going to work.
My friend told me that if the affirmations is working then there will be a sign on the 7th day and I did receive one….well two actually. Firstly someone sent me a $5 donation on paypal for no reason, a complete stranger who never communicated with me and secondly I got my first paying website job.
Now here is the important part – I would often add the words – for the highest good of all when saying my affirmations because you will not manifest something if it hurts another person or is not for your own highest good then things will not work. I felt like I needed to go to Mexico for my spiritual growth and I asked for signs that I should go….and I got them. So think about what you want and what you NEED to manifest.