It seems like I have been on this essence forever. The Water essence seemed to fly by so quickly but this one seems to keep going and going. I have found it fantastic and was in a delirious state of complete happiness for a week.
However yesterday was a very interesting and somewhat testing day. Someone close to me had a rough day emotionally and it played a bit of havoc with my energy levels. I don’t quite know why because a few days ago I handled similar situations with ease. In this case I was able to notice each time I was being effected but it would still make me feel heavy – like someone threw a wet blanket over my head/aura.
I found that by getting out of the room and spending 10 mins away I was able to quickly centre myself again. However I still don’t understand why yesterday I couldn’t handle the situation as well as a few days ago.
I am so behind on my work load and I am going to have to put in astronomically late hours to get them submitted on time. I really dont understand why I am doing this to myself. I will have to look deep within over the next few days and of course ask my guides to show me why.
I know that I don’t really like a mainstream job but I have to live and survive in a practical 3D reality. If an angel or guide came to me and said….I want you to heal people/planet by doing this then I would do it. But I feel like I still dont have a clear picture of my path. All I can do is take one step at a time and find out where the path leads. However by doing it the step by step way I cant quit my job and have complete trust that I will be provided for.
Hmmmm more deep pondering to do over the next few days.
Understanding Energy: Elemental.
I completely connected with this article. It made my heart expand and I got emotional.
I am feeling really pushed to get things done – in fact the push or desire gets bigger each day. Today I wrote up more quotes – its now 2/3 finished and added more pages to this site and I bought a domain for it. It is now earth-star-rising.com – I knew the first words were going to be earth star but I had originally thought earth star healing would be more appropriate.
However it didnt feel right so I meditated and the words earth star rising came into my head. I thought it was perfect because I do believe that more of us are connecting with our earth star – connecting with our Mother Earth. It just feels right in my heart.
The main reason I wanted a domain was for when I start doing markets to sell my face creams and essences etc – its more professional looking and easier to type then myspiritualjournies.wordpress.com lol
I am still feeling wonderful and I am still feeling calm. I dont know if I ever want to leave this Earth Essence and move onto the Fire Essence – the good thing is I know how comforting and supportive Earth Essence is – so I can always come back to it when I have finished all seven essences.
I have been feeling so supported and so much more confident. I have done more in the last few days then I have in the last few months. Part of me believes that its divine timing – I had to go through my big Unconditional Love Lesson in Dec/Jan before I could start things. Whatever the answer is – I love how easy things are happening for me as I put in the hours to get this all done. I am not getting bored and I am just getting in the zone.
Blessings to all xoxox
I feel like I have been taking Earth Essence for years and all is golden and rosy in the world.
I have really thought about the essence that I am taking and how it is helping me – I have gone back to the description and certain parts are standing out.
“This Essence will allow them to be centred, grounded and find their direction and then proceed forward with clarity and focus.”
“The Water Essence, by helping to dissolve away the limitations of where you believe you are capable of going prepares the way for the Earth Essence to then take you beyond your old reference points and limitations.”
I really feel like I am proceeding forward with clarity and focus – and yes I would agree that Water Essence helped me wash away some of my self doubt. Only today I was telling a friend that I do not want to limit myself.
Today I really helped a friend and all I did was sit there and listen. I gave some advice that came to me and she would say “funny you say that I was just thinking that this morning.”
I dont think she noticed but she said that to me at least three times and I began to feel that our conversation was pre-scripted in some ways. There was an obvious agreement between us at a higher self level – she would decided to open up and I would be there for her when she needed it and say a few key things.
The really interesting thing is that I felt amazing on an energy level. There are times when I get effected by other peoples emotions and negative situations that they find themselves in. It kind of makes me feel heavy and sad at the same time. However today I just felt wonderful to be detached at an energetic level and at the same time of service.
I felt like I was not just of service to her but also to the planet – or to a much bigger picture. I have also decided to book a healing with Heidi again for next Wednesday, I feel like she is showing me vital past life links that I am integrating into this lifetime. I feel like I am standing on a cliff and I am about to jump off with no fear.
Today was another a beautiful day that was just effortlessly happy.
I did some practical things that I have been to busy or distracted to do. I have edited some things on this blog as I am preparing myself to add a new page for my ebook that I have been saying that I would do for months. I am finally getting my act together and working on things that my guides have been wanting me to do for ages. I first got guided to do up the quotes way back in September I think but it was a project that I worked on it bits and pieces.
The quotes are half written up on a word document and after they are done all I have to do is add an introduction and conclusion. However I have realised that there is a few things that need to be done in preparation for when I am finished – I need to learn how to convert it to other formats and attach the cover image I have chosen.
I also have created another blog – this one is going to be a promotional blog for the ebooks that I am involved in. Not just my own but those of my friends that I am helping. One friend is doing up her poems and another has prayers and channelled messages. But I thought it might be a nice place for healers I know to promote events/workshop – those kinds of promotional things.
I am going to be also adding a page about the essences I am taking and change the name of this blog into a proper website. So basically over the next week I am going to be adding a bit of a facelift to this blog.
I have no idea if its the Earth Essence or the Divine Feminine Energies or the fact that Saturn has just gone retrograde. Pick any of those things but all I know is that I am feeling wonderful and very certain of what I am suppose to be doing to help people. I feel like I am firmly planted on my path and walking forward easily. Im going with the flow!!!
Here is a Youtube song that a friend sent me and I really liked.
I have had another wonderful day.
I don’t know if its the essence, the fact that I have been eating more purely the last 12 days then the past 2 months or the new Divine Feminine energies. Probably all of those things make up a lovely combination that has me feeling great.
I have noticed a few male friend that have not been really happy or their usual selves today. I think they are feeling sensitive to the changing and shifting of the energies. It made me realise that woman have to reconnect with aspects that are already within us – we just have to let them blossom and come forth. However I think the men are going to struggle with connecting with the Divine Feminine because it is something that has been almost bred out of them for thousands of years.
I am being very general – there is of course women who are very masculine and men that are very feminine and then there are those lucky ones that are well balanced. But men have been told for hundreds of years that its not manly to show emotion etc – I think the next few years will be a shock as they start to feel the creative and soft energies of the Divine Feminine anchor in.
The most exciting thing to happen today was my weekly meditation. It was Heidi this week who is the transformational healer I have talked about and she it utterly amazing. During the first meditation I completely lost time and as I was laying down I thought someone was up and walking around. I could feel the floor boards move and then I realised that it was my heart beat. I was so deep in meditation that my heart felt massive – like it was making the floor boards vibrate. It was amazing.
During the second meditation I felt like the Ascended Masters and Angels in the room where touching my hair. I also got cold and I asked for help in keeping warm and then my legs got this sudden glowing warmth and I was no longer freezing. The whole things was sooooo good and I feel fantastic, I am so relaxed.
Its. 12.22 am – I think that is a perfect time for bed lol
WOW I think I got hit over the head with a gentle spiritual brick lol
Drunvalo’s predictions about today being special and the beginning of the shift into the Divine Feminine is really resonating with me.
I have always found his work amazing and in this case it just rings true. Today I have had countless times when my heart just seemed to be smiling. I had an hour long conversation with Heidi and hung up smiling and realise that my heart was so light and happy. Then I read a beautiful poem that touched my heart and then had a great conversation with a friend in Bali who is channelling lovely elemental and earth messages.
I realised that today I am just effortlessly happy and more productive. I started writing up my quotes that I have got during meditations the last few months and I also go guided to write about my experiences with Isis. This was quite personal for me to do but I felt that it is really important that we open ourselves up the the Divine Feminine that is already within us and that is ready to be reawakened.
I feel so light and wonderful, it is 1.14am and I have been up since 6am and I just dont seem to have enough time to do all that I want but I am still buzzing with energy. I guess I better go to bed, its flooding here again but I even find that joyful lol.
So much love and light to all xoxox
Well its been one of those days.
I have struggled with my work/job again and the need to do something about it is really driving itself home today. I know that there will be months of planning/implementing in order to start moving into a more spiritual job/business but I don’t think I am working fast enough.
I have bought some supplies and done some research this last week but I think I need to really do a bit more so it seems real to me. I am more confident then I have ever been though – I really think that I can move out of mainstream work and into more spiritual based stuff.
I feel slightly melancholic for some reason, I cannot say why just yet but I believe that it will be revealed to me in next few days.
I have one of those impending feelings. I get them when I know that I am about to go through something. A lesson – an activation – raise my vibration…any of these things. It doesnt feel global, it feels more personal then that – I am going to a meditation on Wednesday with Heidi Bartz……..hooo boy is she amazing, so maybe that is what I am sensing?
Time will tell.
Today I feel pretty serene and content. There was a few occasions in which I felt like I should do some writing but I jokingly allowed myself to be distracted. However I feel that I will be pushed to finish my projects very soon.
I was given a book today that distressed me a little bit. It was a channelled book about the Pleiades and Australian Aborigines and my physical reaction to the book makes me thing hat its very important for myself. However I dont want to read it till I am calmer and more centred – I have that feeling that once I start I wont be able to stop.
Not much else to report for my first day, I am enjoying the peacefulness though 🙂